Who am I when u look at me from behind?: 2008

Monday, August 18, 2008

Tips Of Preventing Vaginitis!!!

Sorry, now I’m getting lazy and tired that I can’t continue typing this information on this side. And I think if I still write a post like a small book already you might get boring of reading this; so I decide to direct you to the website that you will get more knowledge of this problem. Then if you want to continue reading this case of health problem please CLICK HERE.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Why does a woman have vaginal discharge?

There are many reasons that a woman might have vaginal discharge. One of those reasons is female anatomy. Naturally, the distance between vagina and rectum is short. So the vagina can easily get the bacteria from the rectal area when you use the toilet.

However, it’s not true that whenever you have the vaginal discharge means your vagina have the infection or any problems. Vaginal discharge can be also normal for female body. To keep the vagina clean and healthy, the glands inside the vagina and the cervix make a small amount of fluid that flow out of the vagina each day, carrying out old cells that have lined your vagina. But the discharge is clear and doesn’t smell bad.

Moreover, the color and the thickness of the discharge change with your monthly cycle. The discharge is thicker when you ovulate (when one of your ovaries releases an egg), when you breastfeed or when you're sexually excited.

Though, you can also notice when your body has problem. Some changes may be the signal of the problems, for examples, an increase in the amount of discharge, a change in the color or smell of the discharge, and irritation, itchiness or burning in or around your vagina. This is called vaginitis (vaginal inflammatory). A discharge that's stained with blood when you're not having your period could also be a sign of a problem. If you have any of these signs, you should talk to the doctor.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Happy 08.08.08 Day!!!!

I'm very happy today is the opening day of Olympic in Beijing. I really want to watch it but it's too bad that my house doen't have cable television network :[
Moreover i want to sent a greeting message to my idol, Adyl. I plan to sent it to her at 08.08am on 08.08.08. Unfortunately, i over slept. and super moreover, today i was locked in the library of my French school. I was very scare that madam is very mean but luckily, i find another madam who is kind enough to unlock the door for me....
Ohh.... my special day.......

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Good word for u.......

You shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best u can do. (Live & Learn & Pass it on p. 15)

NO matter how tough, no matter how sad, u must try and try and try even if u lose ur life, protect it with these TWO arms. If u do that, even if u die the proof of a man(woman)'s life will remain. (Naruto manga)

Colin's mail

I got some beautiful words from my friend, Colin who lives in Dubai, and i want to share it with u. Here they are...

One day your dreams will also come true. The beautiful thing about dreams is that they find their own way of coming true. Two things: Don't abandom them; and never rush them. :)
Unfortunately we can't always do the things we want to when we want. So often unpleasant tasks need to be done. Like after this email I must wash the dishes and bring in the laundry. :(

Do you like these words?

Last Friends, a japanese drama

Recently, i read resume of this drama and i like it very much. Maybe It's also my test pong. I like yuri. I hope that u can read or watch this movie too becuase u will understand something important from it.

These are the main characters of this drama.
I like Ruka the most and i think she might be the core matter of this drama too. So can u quess who is Ruka? And who is Michiru?
After u quess plz click HERE to check if ur answer is correct or not.
Good Luck :)

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

I almost CRY.....


Oh God! The last episode of "Last Friends", a Japanese Drama, is coming next week! When i see the trailor at the last minutes of 10th episode, i almost cry or have heart attacked coz the picture is the sence when a couple are walking into the church. I secretly wish that the bride is not Michiru. But... It can be help becuase since the very first episode is a pregnant Michiru write a letter to Ruka, my most favourite character. However, it cant be certain cos i didn't seee the faces of the couple yet.
Oh Producer, please... i beg of u....

Friday, June 13, 2008

Is this poem beautiful?

When I walk, I feel free
My mind escapes my body
with every tread I take.
When I walk, I see beauty
all around, in heaven and earth
in plant and beast.
When I walk, I discover
things anew, again and again,
when I walk

This is Sadra's, not mine.

Another one of Sadras' , Colin's friend!!!


Your sentiment is your love, your love is your heart, your heart is your partner, your partner is your future, your future is your destiny, your destiny is ambition, your ambition is your aspiration, your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is tranquility, Life is like hell without FRIENDS. It's "World Best Friends Week" , forward this to all your good friends, if you want..........................................




What is THIS?

Is this how the kids will be told in the future about the birds and the bees ???............lmao........
A little boy goes to his father and asks 'Daddy, how was I born?'The father answers, 'Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said:'

This joke i got it from my friend's friend comment. So this is not mine :P

Monday, February 18, 2008

New Skill From Shizuru

Last time I told you that I like Shizuru Fujino, a character from Mai-Hime, because she always smiles and stay calm. And No one can predict what she was thinking or going to do. Do you know what they called that smiling that always appears on her face? They called it ICE MASK. Now I just know what it means. ICE MASK prefers to a mask that you can put it over your face when you want to without someone notices you are wearing it. But it could hide your feeling or your true self well from everyone who you don’t want them to understand about you. After I knew about this ICE MASK, I think that it is good for me to be able to create my own mask because I don’t like the idea that you would know what I was thinking just to look at my face or into my eyes. Now I think I am capable to do that but I am just the beginner because on the day I realized that ADYL forgot my birthday, at the second I stepped in my English class my classmate suddenly know that I was very upset. Anyway, I will train to become an expert of ICE MASK master like Shizuru.

Mes excuses à vous….

These texts below should be posted last two weeks but I was not in the mood and unable to post them at the same time. Last two weeks, I was busy with my English and French works. I had test in these schools at the some week so I must spend a lot of time preparing for my upcoming exams specially my French examination. You know my French is very bad so I should spend more times to learn it myself at home. Then I felt a little more confidence with my self to take that test. But now, I still have other three French homework, I manage to go to internet, though. One more thing that make me upset is the lace of greeting message from ADYL. On my birthday, I always wait for that kind of messages from this person in particular because this person is famous not to pay much attention to other’s business. Most of the things this one did for others just in the politeness; and if Adyl remembered my birthday it means I am special. As a result, could you tell what I got? This person forgot my birthday. I was mad. Anyway, I’m better now because it is not the first time this person made me disappointed.

The METS Project

This is a novel I read a few days ago. It talks about a team of scientists work on a project called METS. METS stands on Mutation an Egg to a Sperm. I was very happy because I knew that there is someone who had the same theory as mine. And I was thinking if this fiction really becomes reality it means two women can reproduce an offspring so number of homophobic will be decrease.

But to think about the possibility of this novel, it is almost unnecessary because to change a big sphere egg to a small sperm that have a head and a tail is not easy as we think it is. Moreover, natural fecundation need thousands sperms and a women could not have such that number of eggs to change into sperms. In the novel the result of that experiment only 30 or 40 of 56 eggs can successfully become sperms so this fecundation can be successful? To be honest, I really don’t know much about making woman become pregnant artificially so I am not sure if we have only a little sperms we can fertilize or not. One more thing that I think is impossible is in the end of the story Michiru bore a son that is the final result of the experiment. As I know female sexual chromosome is XX and male is XY. Each egg only contains one X of two and artificial sperms have been change only their shape but their chromosomes are originally kept. Then, if an artificial sperm fertilize with an egg the new life is absolutely female. Is it possible that her baby is male?

One the other hand, when I was studying my first year at the University of Health Science, I learnt about reproduction and fecundation. It doesn’t mean that I didn’t learn about this subject back then in high school but I just understand clearly every detail of this topic. Then, I think that if the chromosome of an egg can cross the three membranes of the other egg in order to mix its chromosomes with another one like a spermatozoid deliver its chromosomes cross egg’s membranes. It means two women can have their offspring since they already had their own uterus to stock the fetus. But we need a lot of chemical to make the chromosomes of those eggs synthesize before they mix into each other. Another problem is in my theory we need two mature eggs of two women but a women can have a mature egg only once a month and it is not easy to make two women have a mature egg at the same time. One more thing mature eggs have a short life time. They are last long only 24 to 48 hours. Moreover a woman has only 400 to 500 mature eggs in their life time. So it is difficult to have enough eggs to make experiment. But as a human we should be optimistic. If it is possible when I became a qualified doctor I will try to research about this problem because I want to make this one wish of a lot of lesbians comes true. This wish is being able to live and bear their own child like normal couple in the world.

Relaxation Skills

This is the promise I made last time when I post TEN WAY TO STAY HEALTHY. And I know that most of the visitor of my blog have a busy life style so I want to share this experience to you all after I read it from a health handbook. HERE IT IS!

When learning relaxation skills, you must remove yourself from all outside distractions. It may take some practice to become comfortable with these techniques. Once you’ve trained your body and mind to relax (two to three weeks), you’ll be able to produce the some relaxed state whenever you want.

The following three methods of relaxation and meditation are among the simplest and most effective. They should be done twice a day for about 20 minutes. Pick a time and place where you won’t be disturbed or distracted.

Roll Breathing

The object of roll breathing is to develop full use of your lungs and get in touch with the rhythm of your breathing. It can be practiced in any position, but it is best to learn it lying on your back, with your knees bent.
1. Place your left hand on your abdomen and your right hand on your chest. Notice how your hands move as you breathe in and out.

2. Practice foiling your lower lungs by breathing so that your left hand goes up when you inhale and your right hand remains still. Always inhale through your nose and exhale through your mouth.

3. When you have filled and emptied your lower lungs 8 to 10 times, add the second step to your breathing: inhale first into your lower lungs as before, and then continue inhaling into your upper chest. As you do so, your right hand will rise and your left hand will fall a little as your abdomen falls.

4. As you exhale slowly through your mouth, make a quiet, whooshing sound as first your left hand and then your right hand falls. As you exhale, feel the tension leaving your body as you become more and more relaxed.

5. Practice breathing in and out in this manner for three to five minutes. Notice that the movement of your abdomen and chest is like rolling waves rising and falling in a rhythmic motion.

Practice roll breathing daily for several weeks until you can do it almost anywhere, providing you with an instant relaxation tool any time you need one.

CAUTION: Some people get dizzy the first few times they try roll breathing. If you begin to hyperventilate (Lose too much carbon dioxide) or become lightheaded (slightly dizzy or euphoric), slow your breathing. Get up slowly.

Sorry I think I should not post all methods at once because it is a little bit too long so I will post others next time instead.

F-R-I-E-N-D-S

For me, my friend is the most precious thing that God had blessed me. They are the most important part of my experiences that stimulated me to became today Theary. If I didn’t have them, instead of a normal girl I might be a psychotic patient. They have always helped me to forget almost every terrible thing which I can’t handle by myself. They always give me the warm feeling that I didn’t sense from my family. But sometimes, they also make me madden like secretly peeking my diary when I was not in the classroom or destroying my possessions. And the biggest one that I will not forget the rest of my life they abandoned me on the result announcement day of our graduation specially that girl. But I still like her as my friend.

Even though, I still want to say a word that I don’t have enough courage to show nor speak to them face to face “THANK YOU, MY FRIENDS”.

NOTE: If you can meet me face to face please don’t leave comment or remind me about this text when you talk with me because I will feel awkward. Thanks.

The Firth Birthday Cake of My Life

This is the first birthday cake of my life.
It doesn’t mean that I’ve never eaten cake nor celebrate my birthday. Usually, my mom just cooks a lot of food or buys something in particular to celebrate my birthday so we’ve never had cake to eat on my family members’ birthday. Instead, this year my mom doesn’t do anything special I think maybe because of this year my birthday is on the last day of Chinese New Year. I mean everything is special already.

However, this year, my friends did surprise me by buying a cute chocolate cake for me to celebrate my birthday. I felt great because the first one of my life had ingredient of love and warm feeling from my close and best friends instead a cold one from my dad. One more, they made me believe that they always remember and will never forget mine even I will live far away from them. But at the some minutes, I feel lack of something which I don’t know what that has power to cause me feel this way. Furthermore, I feel a little disappointed because my friends forgot something important I told them. If I can change something that happened already, I want them to give that thing as my birthday present instead of the cake because I can bring it everywhere I can go. It can remind me every happy memory of my friends every time I use it. Especially, that thing is cheaper than cake so they can save some money since I know that neither of us can earn money by ourselves.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

My new hair styleToday

I change my hair style. After I shortened it I feel a little regretted because I can’t do it with what I want it to be; and it is shorter than what I expected. But to think about it again, it is not too bad; I should change for the better. Moreover, I haven’t had this style since I was a little girl. Furthermore, shortening hair, it also has advantages. Short hair is easy to take care; and I can save time when I want to shampoo it. One the other hand, I would like to say “What do you think when I am with this hair style?” to someone in particular and get the answer that “It’s not bad…you really change I almost can’t recognize you.” Or “Good! I like it.” But it is too bad I can’t meet her. So I will never hear any words from her. :(

Ten Ways to Stay Healthy

1. Immunizes. Immunization are the best bargain in health care. When you immunize, you prevent illness for your family and help prevent epidemics in your community.

2. Keep moving. Please try to do exercise. Even moderate exercise makes a huge difference both in how you feel and what ill nesses you get. No one can prescribe the perfect fitness plan for you. Try to figure it out base on what you enjoy doing and what you will continue to do. A good fitness plan has three parts: aerobic fitness, muscle strengthening, and flexibility.

3. Eat right. Eating a well-balanced, low-fat diet of wholesome foods will keep you energetic and free of many illnesses.

4. Control stress. Try to relax. So you can prevent stress even you live with a hectic and hurried lifestyle. [I will post RELAXATION SKILL next time]

5. Be smoke-free.

6. Avoid drug and excess alcohol.

7. Put safety first. Safety at home, at work, and at play, will all help keep you healthy.

8. Pursue healthy pleasures. Take naps, relax during meals, play with kids, care for a pet. They all can add to your health.

9. Think well of yourself. A good self-image is the foundation of good health.

10. Promote peace. Peace on earth beings at home. Seek nonviolent way of resolving conflicts at home, at school, at work, and in your community.

Amazing Novel


This novel is very popular। I have started to read a novel which I copy it from internet. It was amazing. I like it a lot. I want to upload some pictures of this story for you to know but it is only written in text not have any picture. You know I really want to see all characters’ face. Though, I want to review it a little for you.

It talks about our world in 2075 when the cops were busy with crimes caused by violent android। In that time, most of the things were used with high tech program such as driver programs in cars; owner’s voice is the key of the house because they just reply something like “Hi!” to the her house door to let it scan her voice into its program, voice from alarm clock wake her up when she ignore its ringing tone, house maid humanoid, sexaroid (android was used as a sex toy), etc. So it is tough for a bad person to do something again the rule.

Instead, robots help the police to be busy। Why I said the robot caused the crime? Because every android was set program for the work people need them to do. And modern android was more like human from year to year. But some of them had problem with their program then became violent; sometimes they murdered their owner. Then, polices must investigated the cases. Some of those miserable machines were sent to set new program then were sold to new owners. And some of those on sale androids can broke the program themselves and became free-will android that can have emotion like human. They can care, love, worry, etc. Free-will androids were allowed to live their own life under the ground, was called Lowtown, but if they cause any crimes, they will be exterminated.

Then we start with a lonely policewoman, Kate, hated androids so much। She does every house works herself instead of used the android to do those works that people used at the same time. Her work is to investigate crimes cause by androids and sent them to set new program if possible. She also has a team with a new partner, a kind commander, a skillful computer programmer, and an android examiner. This team was called Chasers.

Kate hated robots because when she was 13 years old; her parents were murder by an android। And her old partner, also the only one person she loved, was killed by an android in the mission in 2074. After she shut herself down for nearly a year because of the death of her beloved, she locked herself with her works. Sometimes, Kate had stayed in her office for 2 or 3 days and intend not to go home if her commander tell her to go back home. To know that Kate can not handle such a mountain of field works alone; her commander, Gwen, transfer a volunteer officer named Jennifer Grayson to Chasers. Then Jen became Kate’s new partner. They both like each other but Kate didn’t admit this relationship because she told herself that she can’t bear it again if Jen end up like Lynn, her former partner. When Jen participate in Chasers, there are a lot of things happen. Kate went to talk with psychiatrist every week to undress her nightmares that lock in her soft her since her parents’ death.

One day when she went to Lowtown to attend homicide with her partner। There, she met a humanoid, Silver, that risk its own life to help its friend. Kate started to understand that not every robot are miserable. Some of them are honest, friendly, and innocent. Then, Kate make friend with this bionic person. At the same time, some free-will machine secretly formed an organization to again human because most of them have very bad experience with their owner. They incredibly hate human. Later, in Lowtown is boomed and cut down most of the electric energy. This is the signal of the war between human and android.

Thease are what i read.This story is on going.
Sorry if you can not understand my description well. This is my first time to résumé novel. But I hope you will like it and interest in this novel. Please click on the title above if you want to read original story.

Thanks my audiences :)